I fucking hate my life. Oh right, I think I've said that before, no?

Fucking dad. He should rot in hell.

All I want to was to join this school-related art festival that is hosted in another country. 

But NOOOO. 

He won't fucking let me. and he doesn't he have a goddamn legitimate reason.

Oh wait, is this one legitimate? :

Dad: No

Me: What? Why?

Dad: You don't have time.

Me: (thinking wtf) Why wouldn't I have time? 0_0

Dad: Because you've stayed up late this past week to do your homework.

Me: =='' How does that prove that I wont' be free all the way in Feb/March?

Dad: I said you can't go, so you can't go!

Oh YEAH, real legitimate huh?

So I ask my mom (who supports me to go) and she starts nagging my dad.

My dad's second excuse: It's too expensive.

HELL YEAH IT IS.

But WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?

This store, "Twist" (department store that sells friggin expensive brands like Prada, MiuMiu, Vivienne Westwood, etc...) is on sale now (which is still extravagantly expensive) and he's practically stocking up on everything.

All he has to do is buy one less pair of shoes and I can be on my way to Kuala Lumpur.

Plus, me going to this festival isn't for like "fun."

It's meant to be good experience and all the good stuff that you can name.

He makes it sound like I just wanna go to get out of here.

And guess what else happened yesterday?

I fucking failed my piano exam.

I mean, I tried REALLY hard but it's not my goddamn fault that god didn't give me any musical talent right?

I hate that my freaking dad only looks at my negative stuff.

Doesn't he realize that I got the fucking highest average on my report card?

That I improved so much in P.E. this year, when it's normally my worst subject. A subject that i usually fail like hell? I goddamn passed this year and even got higher than the course median by 1 fucking percent.

Oh, and this is really my first time failing any exam OR test i have EVER taken in my 14 years of life. Goddamn dad doesn't even notice that I passed all my other leveled piano exams, some with merit. Also passed theory exam with Merit. and Sax exam with merit. Plus, it's kinda fucking hard to pass a gr 8 piano exam especially when I'm jumping grades.

All he cares about is his superficiality. Prada, MiuMiu, MY ASS!

Who the fuck needs to own every pair of Prada shoes out there?

Every MiuMiu coat?

Every Louis Vutton bag ever made!?

I DONT THINK SO.

That inhuman beast should rot in hell.

I hope he dies a terrible death.